membebel sorank2

tak smua dlm dunia ni yg kte nak,kte dpt. dan xsmua menda yg kte impikan dlm idup adalah menda yg kte nak. sounds stupid right? brdasarkan ape yg aku blaja skarang nih,aku supposedly menjadi geologist satu hari nanti. aku pernah mimpi yg aku travel all around the world, carik fossil dn rock yg amat fantastic, gorgeous dan amazing tp dan masa yg sama, aku TAK NAK menda tu brlaku dlm idup aku. well, i got to admit yg aku ni pompuan biasa, walaupun aku bukan jenis yg ade impian dn cita2 tp at least...aku pernah rasa nk ada family yg bahagia,complete,lengkap. mcm mane aku nk ade family yg bahagia (husband yg hensem mcm brad pitt, anak2 yg cute mcm suri cruise) kalau keje aku travel jerr. dilemma kan? rasa mcm xtau nk wat ape. trsempit tp...aku rasa idup ni kene follow the flow jer. satu ari nanti bile aku kene wat pilihan, baru aku pikir. this just prove my second statement, not everything that we ever dream of is something that we want to have.

first statement, not everything that we want, we will have it. aku ni degil. mmg tegar. degil nk mati. kalu aku nk, aku dpt. kalu aku xdpt, aku akan dapatkan jugak. doesnt matter how many people will get hurt in order for me to get everything that i want. but it is plain stupid right? that was me..like three years ago..when everything was soo perfect. xdek mslah. tp bile kte besar...smua menda adalah susah, complicated,twisted. dn aku xkisah lg samada aku dpt menda tu ke x...yg matters adalah i remain as i am. brpegang pd basic principle aku. prove my first law.

so...my conclusion is..when we grow up,we do not want to be superstar (like PCD punya lagu)..or billionaire(mcm lagu travie mccoy)..tp yg penting...how much we want to appreciate every single moment of our entire life. kita takkan dapat smua yg kte nak..dn smua yg kita mimpikan,adalah satu menda yg trashy. sooo...live ur life like u already have everything.keter porsche..lamborghini ..kasut prada,boyfie hensem mcm lee minho..itu adalah menda2 yg membuatkan kte less menghargai idup.so..got to go.got to live my life now!!